Thoughts from a balcony.

Hi Hey Hello!
thinking thoughts. writing that shit down. here it goes.
yas.

I like intelligent people. And this is probably the number one required characteristic when looking for a friend or partner. But seriously “intelligent” is not a word that can be summed up as a feature a person has. Rather as a personality of one. It freaks me out that the first thing people say about a person is that they are intelligent and successful after five minutes of talking to them. Don't get me wrong - Intelligence is important on people, but most of them that get titled as intelligent by others “only” have a functional brain, which can store a shit ton of information and are able to use it as an appropriate and perfect answer - which is super impressive, it really is. But is this really the important part about people?  I can really care less about one having the best degree possible and earning loads of loads of money as a result of it, if the one still is failing in daily life situations. Intelligence means so much more.
Intelligence is when you speak up and act in a situation everyone feels desperate at. Intelligence is being able to make a person feel wonderful, to find appropriate words, that they actually mean. Intelligence is being curious and hungry for new things, people, cultures. Intelligence is thinking about stuff, that hasn't been constantly talked about on the media. Intelligence is creating. It is about building a fantasy that goes beyond reality. It is acting mature in a crowd of immature people and standing up for it. Intelligence is making the right decision on when to listen and when to speak. It is being humble. Intelligence is getting out of your comfort zone even though the other way would have been so much easier. Intelligence is being genuine to a person that can’t do anything, nothing for you. It is taking the train instead of the car. Intelligence is doing your own thing and actually showing a personality. Intelligence is figuring out the balance between emotions and mind rather than always acting rationally. Intelligence is not knowing, it is understanding and acting accordingly.

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Rare & Random.

Hello there! Why is the weekend always flying by way too fast??? Well, but I think that means it was a good one and you pretty much spent it pretty nicely (:

Here is my weekend outfit with some new in's and the perfect red lipstick shade. Also, I haven't posted an 'about me facts' for so long and always found them so interesting on other bloggers that I thought oh yes that's what I am gonna do. So here is my 20 random facts about me:

1. Receiving flowers or tea as a gift – wow, that shit makes me happy.
2. I suffer from RBF - Resting Bitch Face, which basically means that my doing-nothing-face always looks like I am pissed – apologies! I’d really change that if I could.
3. I am a light sleeper. I wake up from the most little noises and movements – it’s very nerve wrecking.
4. I love buying socks with funny prints on.
5. When I first got my glasses, I hated them so much, that I threw them around my room. Let’s take a minute and be grateful that contact lenses exist.

6. I won’t ever set my alarm to an even time – basically impossible. 06:31AM it is!

7. I am and always have been terrified of public sanitation. – If I was at an unfamiliar place, I would usually ask a friend to come to the restrooms with me. I believe there are dirt bugs coming out of the drain to scare me – most definitely.

8. I love cold sticky pizza.

9. My dad’s philosophy with staying dry from rain is to always bring an umbrella because if you do, it won’t rain. – I deeply believe in that and it works!

10. Watching TV is the last option I would consider if I was bored – I dislike it. IN CASE I do, I would probably be watching a documentary about places, animals, food or psychological stuff. Or the news.

11. I love capers.

12. From when I was little until now: An airplane in the air – how the hell is this working, that shit is magic. (even though I could exactly explain why it works, it’s still incredible.)

13. I wanted to study psychology for so long – I did not because I didn’t want to need therapy too. It still is super interesting.

14. If I could, I would buy myself a new brain with a much bigger memory function. I can’t remember anything. Well, unimportant stuff I do remember, of course.

15. I don’t understand why people always think I am so into fashion and beauty. I like it but at so many times, I could really care less.

16. When eating Toffifee, I bite around the hazelnut and eventually take the nut out as a whole piece and put it neatly back into the little container spots. I still love it to death.
17. If a song is on which I know the lyrics of, I will definitely sing along with it. At parties, grocery stores, on the streets – anywhere.  Well, there doesn’t even need to be a song playing I guess.
18. When I see a cute animal or even stuffed animal – no matter what – I will be so genuine and say hello to them.
19. Nature really amazes me. A lot more than buildings/cities/people. I would just stand there gazing at a panoramic view and forget the world. In those moments the best ideas come into my head and my creativity is infinite. I would probably write stuff down in one of my 83658305 journals.
20. When I first meet people, I always like the ones who don’t hesitate to tell me the ugly mean truth. I don’t trust those I-am-ALWAYS-super-nice-people.

Cardigan: Only

Shirt: Vero Moda 

Jeans: Noisy May

Belt: H&M

Lipstick: Make-up designory; color: Lucky 

Hope you all had a beautiful weekend!

xx

Her Heart.

Hey there beautiful people!

Does anyone of you have those nights you can't fall asleep and wish you could switch off your mind?! There you go...

2am. One of those nights she can’t fall asleep. Is it because of her heart beating so loud she can hear every single beat or is it her worries in her head screaming to be solved? "too much coffee" she thinks. She drank a huge mug in the afternoon, because she probably didn’t feel good - she was tired and thought it would make it better - It didn’t though. That’s the thing with caffeine drinks - they never help you when they should. Instead of making you stay focused throughout the day, it makes your heart beat faster. The unusual fast beats scare the hell out of her. 02:30am. Still awake. BumpBump. Her Heart beats faster. Besides the maintaining worries in her head, her mind is now stressing out about needing to fall asleep because otherwise tomorrow will be terrible - starting a Monday with a huge lack of sleep is not going to be a good base for a productive week. Her heart beats so strong, she is feeling her chest moving up and down. “Need fresh air”, she thinks. Opening the window. A big breeze of cold clear air is going through her lungs, float up her body and finally coming up her head. It feels relieving, energizing. She can’t keep her eyes open -can’t help it. Her body is tired, her mind is wide awake. While trying to relax, her thoughts are drifting away. Suddenly there is a huge shower coming over her, the feeling of goose bumps, that make her shake. She is shutting the window wanting to escape back into her warm cozy bed. The thoughts are back in her head making her feel dizzy. “Why can I not switch off my brain for once” she thought. 3am. The sound of the clock ticking slowly fades away from her ears. Her thoughts are no longer in her mind stopping her from sleeping. Breathing becomes slower and there she is diving into dreamland being carefree like no other time of the day. Finally.

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